Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

April 3, 2012

Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra)

Gotye-Somebody I Used To Know
addicted to this song .but too bad,speaker broke down
so creepy to stay alone in the hostel without laughter and kap-siaoness sound :(

party rocked last Saturday,missed my chance for the interview,not purposely forgotten,I just,f o r g o t t e n that I actually dated Yilin to go together, so sorry ! but still,congrats cause she got the offer :DD

2 down, 1 more to go.
I'm free after tomorrow ,and yeah ! sem break is near to mama,what to do again? ROT IN THE HOUSE WATCH DRAMA , so not me , I don't watch drama but I'll watch during this sem break. hah

alright, gotta continue my revision for tomorrow's paper .please give me a pass !

March 13, 2012

140312



as I'm on my way crawling back up from the deep hole ,someday on the Feb,he pulled me down to the hole again,fall even deeper than the past ? I've no idea ,but I wish I won't be that stupid and put myself back in the ugly memory bin again .Zzz

twentythridoffeb , the love month and I'm in <3,again,with the same person which I've wasted my gallons of tears before.HAHA
the feelings is great now ,me likey .
never know you will did that and you actually touches me


257 days ,still counting .
thanks for being so helpful,sometimes.
thanks for tolerating
thanks for scolding
thanks for squeezing fat layers but still I got no urge to diet !
thanks for the love
thanks for the pain
thanks for the companion
thanks for the laughters
thanks for understanding
thanks for everything

ILY,CJP ;)

Happy White Valentine's ,love .

February 12, 2012

FEB


hello it's FEB ,love month?
definitely not for me Zzz

second month ,40 % recovered ! 60% still is process,need time to heal ,time to forget, time to wake up, time to put down ,time to forget about the asshole.
sometimes not I cant ,just that I don't want to do so that's why at the end I'm the one who suffering TT
and I'm still quite sensitive with the ex,not hate her or what,this is not her fault.
just that I'm sensitive I don't want him to be hers ,I'm such a bitch oh no!
but now,I'm not hoping for anything anymore,I want you to be happy and I want myself to be happy and I want both of us to get good result :)

hmm,this sem gonna be a lil tougher than last sem ,I'm taking psychology and I hope I could pass this subject seriously! ><




craving for this !NOMSS


p/s: you know I still do ,but I know you're not so what's the point I still putting effort on this?too stupid to do so but still continue ,such a failure !

January 7, 2012

life goes on

in his tee <!--3 sometimes things that we don't want to happen will just happen suddenly,without you knowing it. forgive the one you love would makes you feels better sometimes , forgive and forget :)
always try your best to stand up when you fall and make sure you will be careful next time

thanks for those who cheered me up,thank to you cause you said those cruel words to me but you actually wake me up ! haha
I know there's nothing to sad for , but sometimes I just can't handle my emotions,I cried like a mad women cried like a crazy bitch and text people nonsense stuff ! so stupid -.-
thanks to you CJP , I learned a lot from this lesson,my mum's daughter had finally grown up !
not a good new year ,but promise I will be happy most of the time !*widesmile

if you really want someone ,go for it ,show her your love and your sincerity ,treat her nicely and give her the best ,goodluck!

learn to let go,learn to see the real side,learn to be independent and learn to be strong



07012012 finished 4 papers finally , 1 more to go and hello holiday !

January 1, 2012

new year

it's 2012 now ,things happened ,people changed. this is so scary !
things happened ,and everything changed , in just a night ,like seriously ,elissayeap can't take it la !
but I know I still have to learn to put down :D

girl,you won this game :)

I'm glad that there's so many friends and family members that actually really care about me ,thanks people,I'm so touch :))
I'll be strong and I'll be a better one in 2012 ! maybe this is the worst beginning but I'll go through all these sad sad thingy .

I thought I can't talk to you anymore but actually I make it , we talk like before,when first we met , friends . with happy mode , I likey !
like what I had said :
"问心无愧,付出了多少,自己知道就好:)"
God will know what we had done , but maybe the person don't and they won't know about it .
so yeah , I'm single woohoo! :DD

December 27, 2011


'smile oh smile,back to mama '


lost , no direction . someone please lead me ,to the right path ....
I'm like LOST , BLANK !
I really don't know what should I really start my revision , everyday no mood no feeling no nothing .




received the best x'mas present ,close friends know what's that .htmhscpdncw

l i f e


now playing -潘嘉麗 - 說不哭



many things happened ,nowadays
God knows what you're doing :)

learn to be smart be happy be strong !
I believe I can handle it someday :DD

4 days to go ,the love one is coming back to me

and FUCK YOU , you know who you are ,please don't ever over the limit ,thanks alot .

it's time for revision , said for several times but still, haven't and never start yet .ElissaYeap please wake up ! ;///

November 24, 2011

thoughts,love,care,feelings

today's PR presentation ,very last minute work but it turned up quite good,thanks for doing such nice slide-show!
got positive comment from lecturer but still I felt that I didn't really cooperate much in this assignment ,I don't really understand this and that's why -.-
it's useless to say this for now , yo -.-

a very cute group member of mine ,Jay !


group members !

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

mood swings right after I got up from my nap
received calls from dad ,he told me something bad, tears rolled down and that's all !
cried like a mad , I don't know why , just feeling so sad :(

but remember,everything will be fine,we can't change the fact so just follow the flow ,follow the feelings :D



just finished beef burger from the love ! thank you ,sorry for misunderstanding ily heh!

November 22, 2011

;/


柯震东 feat. 陈妍希-漂流瓶


今晚,一点点情绪反复,心情不美!
没有原因。。就不是很开心

有时候,不可以太过于依赖着某人,有一天失去时会很痛
有时候,要给对方多点时间,私人空间
有时候,你不可以太过份!

有时候,我想太多!有时候又很看得开!矛盾



突然间想要多爱自己,要变瘦,变美,很难。;/

September 29, 2011

感触?

now playing- 简单的我

[男生永远不懂】她依赖你是因为她把你当做她的唯一;她老给你打电话是因为她想要听到你的声音;她爱生气是因为她想要你来哄她,在乎她;她爱吃醋是因为她爱 你,她容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。女生之所以会有那么多的眼泪,那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水,而把所有的温柔都留给你。

loving all the quotes from Fb and also Twitter ,so meaningful !
okay,I suddenly have the urge to blog ,now ! in chinese ?

是的,上了两堂华语课,lecturer很有趣!还有,发现我的华语退步了,会讲却不会写-。-
ermm okay still not getting used to it ,still prefer English but anyhow sometimes Chinese words are much more better in expressing how we actually feel deep down inside
a lil bit emo tonight ,I don't know I'm weird or crazy
my mood gone very very low every time I'm alone
I"ll be okay once Chloe Ooi's back !
越来越爱她啦 <3

To: someone which I'm quite sensitive when I heard your name

just wanna tell you that loving someone is not your fault, I know your feelings too
but don't you think it's time to give up and move on ?stop calling him and so on ,I don't likey
ok la maybe you wanna talk to someone so whatsoever but i don't care aite ? I'm selfish and I love being selfish, to you -.-I'm too selfish or sensitive ,I'm human ,got feelings too but I know you're the same too as I know we both are same sex , I mean female got abit siao sometimes, just like me .please go and get a life , i don't know why you want to do so .


everyone met problems no matter who you are ,this is life .
but I'll try my best to fix it !and it's time to focus more on my study ,assignment mood must start on next week ! deadline is getting nearer oh gosh !

oh yeah ,I'll try to talk more with the roommate ,seriously I realize she's the only one who I actually dare to tell her my problems and she will always lead me ? hahaha or you can say enlighten me ! woooo thank you ahbi jiejie and I'm sorry that everytime you told me your problems but it just like I couldn't help you I don't know how to express ma and then I'm not good in this , big big fail PR !

okay ,Thursday night waiting ahbijiejie back home wanna see her before I sleep, so 'gay
22.55pm

September 7, 2011

sometimes..

mum wonder why I don't hang out with friends ,I wonder why I don't too .-.-
she said : look at your friend , everyday hang out ,they got so many friends why you don't?
I also don't know why ! @@
seriously , I stayed at home everyday since semester break start ,til now I haven't even hang out with friend once .except family trip la ;/
such a failure ,ugggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!
what I do during holidays it's like everyday repeating the same shit , wake up brunch online til late night and that's all! l-i-f-e-l-e-s-s
why oh why tell me why ?

attitude problem ?hmm perhaps..

omfg I tried for so many times but still , I couldn't transfer photo from my camera to my pc ! WHY AGAIN ?! I eed all the trips photosssssssssssssssssssss so much ! GRR

August 1, 2011

有时会质疑,想太多
到最后累的是自己

July 28, 2011

who is

now playing- Who is (Bruno Mars)

mood goes up and down ,up and down up and down
I'm not good enough ,but I know no one is perfect
:D

sometimes, I think I rely on you too much
sometimes,I think I'm way too selfish
sometimes,I think I'm too stick with you
sometimes,I think you are ignoring me
sometimes, I think you did feel bored with me
sometimessometimessometimesIthinkIreallyLY
no,should be every time (;

2 more days to go ,still counting

July 22, 2011

hello?


我,最近都一直情绪反复,反复到很均匀
“你又做么情绪反复?”
我想说,我可以不要理你吗?
反复后就会玩到很颠,颠后又在反复了!

我想,我真的需要consult doctor .bye !

July 21, 2011


人,难做。
好人,难当。
坏人,不好当。
感触,很多!
有时候我们就是要这样面对事实,接受一切
忍一忍就会雨过天晴。
想一想,别人对我们的看法
用适当的角度去想,看
会好过一点。。
学习去接受一切,有的事不需要说出来
静静的把它忘记!

并不是每个人能接受我们的一切,不对的就要学着去改。。
把在家里的坏脾气,任性给收起来
要与社会接触,而不是社会来接触你



时间过得很快我们也是时候长大了! :D

January 17, 2011

what else do you expect?


I'm down ,like down down down these days
how to express?don't know
stress maybe?or no ,I've to learn to go through all these things .
I don't really know how to handle things well , crash it up at the end

I missed the chance and now I guess I'm regret ,how much? not much ,this much .
I know I shouldn't think about this ,not necessary
and now ,it's not the time for me to do all these
but you know ,sometimes we just couldn't control our mind
ugh!

I miss everything ,in the past
it's never too late? no ,it's too late for me .

all I need to do for now ,concentrate on my studies !
stop thinking nonsense
gotta learn to be tough ,like seriously .

I'll always thinks that I'm so stupid to makes myself like this ,so ya stop doing stupid stuff

Good nights


I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE AND LET'S CRY TOGETHER OKAY?
OR LET ME BITE YOUR HAND ;/